procrastination....

ahhhhhh...
i am SO procrastinating.
haha.
o well. i do it all the time. i'm just one BIG PROCRASTINATING MACHINE! woot.
so i've obviously been doing a lot of thinking lately.
and it's finally calmed down. i'm very happy. :] my life is settling down kinda...sorta. not really. but i like to think it is. helps me take control of my life just a little more.
Kenzy is extremely worn out and needs a whole day of sleep....really badly.
but life keeps fucking going on! i hate it...:[ gayness.
i know iiiiii KNOW!
i can't just drop everything because i want to..i get that pep talk alllll the time. its really annoying.
pssssssssssssh. i know.
yeah.
so kenzy has been thinking about everything!
why things are this way or that.
what is really going to happen in the future.
is it worth working hard for.
will i even succeed.
is another broken heart worth risking.
why do we all have to make such stupid decisions.
why is everyone so oblivious.
or are they really?
why are people such god damn attentions whores.
why am I an attention whore....
fuck.
fdka;jfkajfeahgadjlkjasfksda....mofo peacin it up hommes.

i am so tired.
and i want to go to bed reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllly badly.
:[
but i have a science research paper outline i have to do.
and i really don't want to.
but i have to because i haven't turned anything else in for this paper.
haha.
oops.
o well.

life sucks.
-me.