under the stars
Last night i slept under the stars as i thought about my life and how reality doesn't seem real anymore or how the world seems to be crumbling at every breath i take.
Everything seems to be changing.
The meaning of love.
Families aren't really families anymore.
we aren't connected in the same way.
what having respect for someone is.
RELATIONSHIPS not only couples but friends.
....
life is different.
i understand it more and less than ever.
and i hope it doesn't continue.
because i'm lost in it.
but i'm really happy that i have Josh and Kheya to be by my side in all of this.
Even if they don't understand what goes through my brain at times...
they are still here for me.
it's hard to find people like that,
that don't judge you because you aren't exactly like them.
My friends except our differences...
and i love that.
I think i'm gunna go to sleep...out back again.
it's so nice out there...
and it really helps me keep my mind in reality and clear.
iloveyou.
Kenzy
posted by Kenzy @ 12:46:00 AM
1 Comments:
Sometimes its not everything around you that is changing, but it is you. Something can be sitting still but as YOU change where you are, it looks different from every new perspective.
All of life is like that, human beings never stop changing and seeing new things about what is right in front of them. It looks new but it is the same thing, just a part you never recognized or saw before because of where you were. Its like walking in a big forest, it is the same trees but you feel lost if you don't recognize them even though they're the same ones from a different angle.
Why are we born? Why do we have the life we have and not someone else's? Who else's would we want if we REALLY knew what their life was deep inside it? No one knows, but in the end it is what it is and we just deal with it no matter how good or bad it is. More important than that is really, what are we doing to make someone else's life good. That is about love and love is what is the most important thing in life. Without it the whole universe sucks.
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