Happy Birthday to me?..
So...I turned sixteen and it sucks even more than fifteen. woo. I'm still the same crappy person and I'm still stuck with all my mistakes. I still have a lot more learning to do but I've learned a lot more than most sixteen year olds so far. I guess that can either be looked at as a good thing or a bad thing depends on who you are. But i hope i don't get treated like I'm five just cuz i got older...tends to happen a lot these days...I won't be gettin my license for a really long time [[constantly reminded of that]]. Don't blame them. It's not that i suck at driving but i suck at decision making. I learn from my mistakes...sometimes. I don't make the right choices i make the wrong ones then "learn" from them. It's just the kinda person i am. I can change that..but i want to experience everything for my own. I like living my life this way..it's weird. I've chosen to stop some of the things i've been doing for the better. It doesn't make me feel good and it really isn't helping my school work/my future. I've chosen to not care what my friends think about my choice. People tell me to get new friends because maybe these friends don't make the best choices..but they don't know the hell i've been through to have these good of friends. My friends are different. I mean we love eachother as like brothers and sisters. haha. i just tell people.."everyone has their faults...and this is theirs'" and that's usually when the conversation ends.
I'm kinda tired of other people's opinions about my life.
2 Comments:
yeah, usually fun lasts an hour but fallout stays a long time. That's life, some people figure it out sooner than others and with easier lessons than others, but we all learn it the hard way. True friends will hang with you even if you choose not to follow everything they do...that works both ways. No DL isn't totally bad... at least you got a cool no-momo bike out of the deal. :)
haha....this is very true. i like my no momo bike!
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