Confussed Sadness.

I am not exactly sure as to WHAT I'm writing about unlike usual when I come to the computer with ideas in my head. But this time...it's different. I'm just going to write down what I feel and think right now. I know that like is difficult as a teenager. Emotions are confused. Words are thrown around that aren't meant the way they are said. Love is yearned for more than anything. Not just the love between a boy and a girl (even though that is thought of A LOT) but the love from friends, parents, brothers, sisters, even teachers and others around them. It's an unexplainable love. It's not the "normal" love that most want. It's a needed love. People throw the WORD "love" around like it means nothing but yet a simple thing like, "I'm thinking of you" or "i care about you" but yet it means so much more that is unspoken and unexplainable. Everyone needs this love, and everyone wants it. Not having this love is like being poor; like being untrusted by the ones YOU love; it's like not having ANYTHING in the world. Even if you are the richest person in the world and you DON'T have this love...you feel empty. I am often very jealous of true musicians...because they have the talent to express their feelings to others through something that MOST people listen to. And they actually listen. It's an amazing gift. I'm not really sure what else i want to write right now...so ill just leave you like this.

Kenzy